Hey Family
So the journey finally came to an end. We as FFSA finally completed our very first DTS and we are only a base of not even 2 years old! You’ve heard a couple of testimonies form my previous post and I hope and pray that you have been inspired through them.
This post I want to share more personal revelation from what I’ve learned of Jesus. So most of my Christian walk I really know Jesus as a father and my best friend, but there is one thing I never realised that I don’t know Jesus as a gentle mentor or discipliner. Over a span of about 7 weeks there were numerous trials that God led me through and I started feeling not like myself. I was pray and wrestling why I felt like I felt, asking God what was going on? He told me go and process with your mentor, so I did.
Personal Revelation
After talking with him for about an hour, I realised that God did something amazing! Over those 7 weeks, there was numerous things where my heart really hurt and I couldn’t quit get past them. God showed me that through those things that he loves me so much that sometimes he just want to sit gently with me to show me that there are some things that needs work. I am so use to being hard rebuked, don’t get me wrong, I LOVE THAT because that is how I function, clear and direct communication! But seeing that different side of God, made me realise even more than we can not fathom Him at all! His plans are beyond our grip, his thoughts are more pure than your purist deeds. Your probably asking why share this?
Firstly the heart is for you to see to live a life of transparency is not a bad thing! We as human beings are full of faults but we are not defined by them, but that our flaws is what is helping shape us into the call of God for what the generations need.
Secondly, I want to show you that missions is no vacation. Being in this line of work takes as much as a calling from God as a medical doctor or a lawyer. God has called all of us to our lanes as part of one body. We need all equally and everyone to be on the same page, to see Gods people come to the realisation that he is king
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