God is so so good!
As many of you know, I am doing another secondary school with YWAM called Apostello, this coming September. Beginning of August, I was working hard to get the funds in for the school. In that time, God spoke so much on dependency and my reliance on him and what does surrendering everything to Him means? Money was coming in slow and my faith was definitely tested in that time! For some reason though, I had a supernatural joy overcome me in that time. I prayed a lot during that time and really felt a peace about me doing everything I possibly could to raise the money needed for the school although the money was not coming in. I asked God why I felt so much peace? I was super confused! Normally, I would freak out because I need a lot of money in a very short amount of time. God then told me that this is how it feels when you really trust him and he is in control. Stunned and stoked, I continued doing what I was doing, knowing God is in full control.
Only a few days later, a friend here in Kona came up to me and started asking me all these questions about my upcoming school. After we finished the conversation, he told me that he felt that God asked him to give me $3000 for my school! I have nit thought about reaching out to him and never made my needs clear to him. I was super surprised.
What's on my heart?
The reason I shared this story is simple, I want you guys to know that God stays faithful, true and the same even though we change so much! God is so intentional with us, as I read the bible that has been written many many years ago, I am awe struck with how he knew what we would be going through even back in those days. He knows our deepest heart desires, he knows what we need and when we need it. I want to ask you guys to start trusting God more with your entire life?
Believe me, once you fully do that, the God who created all you see and smell around you is in control of your life. For me, that brings me so much peace cause I rather have God in control over my life than me, cause we as humans tend to mess up a lot. He desires you, wants to spend time with you. He thinks of you all the time and all his thoughts is pure and is made to encourage you and make you feel so valuable.
I want to thank all of you following me, for all your support and prayers! Honestly, without each and every one of you this would not be possible. I would not be growing so much nor developing a greater hunger for God every day! My heart breaks of joy every time I think of you and the hours you are putting in just in prayer. My deepest gratitude is not enough to explain how I feel.
Be blessed
Jan
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